Tuesday 19 February 2013

pyar nahi hota zindgi se kamm



Kitna satati hai..
kitna rulati...
kitne diye hai isne sitam..
par kambakth zor nahi hai dil pe mera
pyar nahi hota jindgi se kam..

jab chaahe aaye...
man marzi fir laut bhi jaaye...
jaane kab kam hoge gum...

vajood ka thekana nahi...
jindgi ka koi afasana nahi...
pal me aankhe hoti nam..

par jor nahi hai dil pe mera ...
pyar nahi hota jindgi se kam..

do pal.ke saathi...
chand lamho ki barsaat...
bheege sapno me khoye hai hum..

alfaaz kabhi ..
jasbaat kabhi...
kabhi kuch ho jaaye ek dum...

par jor nahi hai dil pe mera...
pyaar nahi hota jindgi se kam...

pyar hai mujhe jindgi se ku....
talash hai javab ki ab tak..
bas baat ek hi hai maalum..
ki pyar nahi hota isse ab kamm...

                   --vivek

Sunday 17 February 2013

humsafar....(random thoughts)





sath jo in raatso pe chal rahe hai hum...
kab kya pata yeh naya mod le...
kab kya pta koi rishta naya jod le....
safar hi yeh hai jindgi meri......
manzil kya hogi kisko kya pata....

inhi rasto pe kahin ...
thahre kahin thandi chaon me.....
do pal sukoon k sath me bitane k liye...
aur wo pal yaado ke kafile me shirkat kar gaye...
ab har kadm hai wo yado ka saaya aur saath chalta hua humsafar....

par ku jaroorat hai yaado ki yeh baat aaj tak ni samajh paaya hu mai......
ya shayd kabhi samajh bhi na paau...
par gum nahi hai muje aab aaj kisi baat ka kuki...
.un yaado me toh mai hamesha hi khush hu apne uss humsafar k saath....
uski khawsih or hasarato ke darmiyan.....


                  -vivek

Friday 15 February 2013

hakikat.....



hakikat hai wo jo najro pe kayam hai ..
ya wo hai hakikat jo door najro se hai...

kyun dkehta hai yeh najara kuch khamoshi se ....
ku jo na dikh raha wo kuch dil se kahe...


yun jhukta gagan, yun mod mudte se hain...
yaa door hain hum itne ki na dekh pata hain....

hakikat hai wo jo dikhta najaron me hai.....
ya hai koi hakikat bhi uss palchim tale...

wo jata musafir ek din yeh jaan jyega...
hai hakikat ya fasana yeh maan jayega...

hai yeh munasib khtir meri ki mai door h rahun....
kya hakikat hai kya fasana mai kuch na kahun...

kya pata door uss suhani majil k pare...
waqt hai khada aur kya kya bajuon me bhare...

mai koshish kru manjil ko apna banane ki....
ya yun h iss raaste pe jindgi bitane ki....

jo pahuch waha aur majil raas na aayi....
kuch aur hi wo nikle aur iss dil ko na bhaayi....

th fir beshak h ho jayega bekaar uss manjil ko paana...
kya , munasib nahi iss dagar me hi jindgi bitana...

                                 -vivek

Thursday 14 February 2013

MAA...



baar kitni hi tune khawhishen meri poori karin...
aur hasraten teri reh gayi dhari ki dhari...

chod khawbon ko apne ,chali haath thaam k mera...
dard saare sah agyi,par khila raha chehra tera...

poori jidd har wo meri, tune hai ki....
jarurten jiski aksar na thi mujhe bhi kabhi...

rooh bhi yun chod deti hai saath mera....
jo karan mere dooba askhon me chehra tera...

jo mai kuch krna bhi chahu toh kya kr paunga...
mar bhi jaun teri khatir,toh karz na chuka paunga...

duaon me inyaaten jo kabhi bakshe khuda....
toh janam dar janam mile tu hi maa....
janam dar janam bas bane tu hi meri maa...

Tuesday 12 February 2013

saathi...





sab waha mai door yaha....
khoj raha koi humraahi...
par jaise khoya hu mai aaj....
aaj saath hai bas tanhaai....

hase hue jaise sadiyan beeti...
rooth gai hi khushi hi jaise...
chehre pe hai choti hasi...
wo bhai bachi bai jaise taise...

saath kisi ka chaahe dil...
jo door hoke bhi saath rahe...
wo hai jiya hi mere khatir ....
chup rahke b mujhse jo kahe....

kuch lamho pe haq ho mera....
mere saare uske ho...
bas saath jo de mera dil se..
chaahe fir aage jo ho.....

kho na jau mai akela iss dunia ke mele me...
koi th ek wo saathi ho jo sath de gumo ke rele me...
koi th ek wo saathi ho jo sath de gumo ke rele me...

                    -vivek

Monday 11 February 2013

Khaali Lifaafe...




Kitni hai khushiyan kitna hue hai gamo me izaafe...
Khat aaye hai yaado ke ; upar hai hawa ke khali lifaafe..

Yado ke sang bhi wo lifaafe khaali hai..
Sawal aisa ku ; par jawaab na janu mai..

Yaaden shyad kam hai meri aur lifaafe jyada....
Jeevan shatranj ki iss bisaat pe hu shyad ek pyada...

Kash ki hoti yaaden meri..koi aata yaadon se.....
Aur khushi se padhta khat jo aaye the hawa lifaafo me...

              --vivek tiwari

Saturday 9 February 2013

yaadon ki chaon....


this poem is dedicated to my elder brother (bhaiya).....



babasta yun hi kadam se kadam milaane ki....
koshish aksar hi krta rha tum jaisa ban jane ki...
yeh gum nahi ku kabhi na jataya maine....
jaruat ni hoti khuda ko kuch batane ki....

wo yaden beete palon ki aksar h rula jaati hain....
mai khud se rooth jaata hu toh muje  manati hain....
kehti hain mai aayi hu aaj fir ,  yadon m jee le mujhe...
aur behla ke dil pahar do pahar, yeh khud h kahin jaise kho si jaati hain....

wo najare jhoom jate hain ankho m bin batye hi..
kho jata hu un me mai dhundh hakikat ki bin hataye hi...
ek jindgi mujhme jaise badh rahi ho raftaar se apni...
aur ek yun simat k daayre me mere jaise saath chalti jayegi.. ....

mai th aj bhi uss mod pe khada dekh raha hu jindgi ko ....
jahan hum ne bachpan saath bitaya tha....
kabhi ansu dhundhli krde tasreevron ko baat alag hai....
un yaadon ko maine na kabhi bhulaya tha....

shukragujaar hu mai uss khuda jo saath jiye in raahon me.....
hum sath badhe aur sath chale hain un bisri yaadon ki chaon  me....
jo kabhi mukammal khawab hua th bas khwaab yahi mai dekhta hun....
kya khoob jindgi uss khuda ne bakshi..bas dum toote un baahon me..
bas dum toote un baahon me... 

                                           ---vivek tiwari









Friday 8 February 2013

HAQ....




tere yun humpe haq jatana....
khatir humari h humse gussa ho jana.

ibaadaton me apni hume kabhi na bhulana....
har koshish me hume khush kr jana..

tera yun rooth kr hume h manana....
gusse me b kabhi akela chod kr na jana...

aur ek hum hai jo sitam kiye jaa rahe the....
tuje dukh dard bevajh h diye jaa rahe the...

par fakat aaj yeh yakeen ho gya aye meri humnasheen....
ki bin tere jeena mera bhi mumkin nahi....

bin tere jeena mera bhi mumkin nahi.....

           --vivek

THE DREAM


                                                                                        
HE WOKE UP EARLY THAT DAY IN THE MORNING ,IRRESPECTIVE OF HIS SLEEPING TILL NOON HABIT , HIS MOM WAS SURPRISED TO SEE THAT THE BOY WHO USED TO SLEEP TILL SHE YELLED AT HIM TO WAKE UP AT LEAST 1000 TIMES ,IS NOT ONLY OUT OF HIS BED EARLY BUT HAS ALSO GREETED EVERY ONE IN THE HOUSE WITH SO MUCH RESPECT....
EVERY ONE WAS SHOCKED TO SEE THE CHANGE IN JUST ONE NIGHT ..IT SEEMED LIKE SOME KIND OF MIRACLE TO THEM.....THEY COULD NOT DIGEST THE FEELING THAT THE BOY HAS REALLY CHANGED OR IS IT SOME KIND OF DREAM......
HE DRESSED UP TO GO OUT SOMEWHERE, IT WAS ABOUT 8 IN THE MORNING...
HIS MOM MADE HIM BREAKFAST ,HE USUALLY HAD BREAKFAST OUT WITH HIS FRIENDS BUT THAT DAY HE HAD IT FASTLY AND ALSO PRAISED THE WAY IT WAS PREPARED....
WHILE GOIN OUT HE TOUCHED FEET OF HIS MOM AND DAD...NOW THAT WAS THE BIGGEST SHOCK OF THE DAY FOR BOTH OF THEM ,....THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME HE DID THAT....
FAMILY WAS EXTREMELY HAPPIE TO SEE THEIR BOY CHANGE THIS WAY...THEY WERE MESMERISED BY THE FEELING OF IT....
HE BID GUD BYE TO EVERYONE BEFORE LEAVING TO GO MEET HIS FRIENDS....
WITH ALL HIS BEST FRIENDS HE WENT OUT SOMEWHERE TO PARTY ..

IT WAS AWFULL NOW THAT HE STARTED TO MAKE JOKE ON HIS ALL FAMILY MEMBERS
TALKING ABOUT THE MORNIG INCIDENTS....
HE LAUGHED DISCUSSING REACTIONS OF ALL OF THEM ...HIS MOM ..HIS DAD...EVERYONE
THAT HE ACTUALLY FOOLED THEM BY HIS BEHAVIOUR THIS MORNING
HE DIDNT ACTUALLY CHANGE BUT IT WAS JUST A PRANK HE PLAYED ACCORDING TO HIM....

ON THE OTHER SIDE....AT HOME HIS MOM AND DAD WERE DISCUSSING TO SURPRISE HIM TOO , WITH SOME GREAT GIFT HE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE ...
AND THEN THEY RECEIVE A CALL .....THE PERSON ON THE OTHER SIDE INFORMED THEM ABOUT THE ACCIDENT OF BOY WITH THE TRUCK WHILE HE WAS DRIVING VERY FAST AND VIGROUSLY...
THEY ALMOST DIED HEARING THAT....THEY WERE HAPPIE THAT THEY GOT THEIR SON BACK JUST IN THE MORNING, AND IT WAS NOT FAIR TO TAKE HIM BACK THIS WAY... THEY CRIED TO GOD TO RETURN HIM BACK TO THEM....BUT THE BOY WAS GONE....
HIS PARENTS DIDNT KNOW THAT THEIR SON WAS MAKING FUN OF THEM WITH HIS FRIENDS...WHAT HAPPENED IN THE MORNING WAS JUST A JOKE FOE HIM.....

AND THEN SUDDENLY HE WOKE UP ....HEARING HIS MOM ..YELLING AT HIM TO WAKE UP AS IT WAS ABOUT 11:30 IN THE MORNING....
THIS ALL WAS HIS DREAM .....HE DIDNT KNOW HOW TO REACT TO IT....
BUT THE DREAM HE HAD HAS ACTUALLY MOVED HIM FROM INSIDE....
HE NOW HAS REALLY CHANGED ....HE GOT OUT OF HIS BED AND HUGGED HIS MOM AND CRIED LIKE HELL SAYIN SORRY FOR EVERTHING THAT HE DID EARLIER ..THAT HAS HURTTHEM...
HE PROMISED TO BE A GUD SON ....THE FAMILY NOW WAS REALLY HAPPIE TO SEE THEIR SON THIS WAY.....
THIS TIME IT WAS REALITY......OR THIS TOO WAS A DREAM ??

REALITY AND DREAM ARE THE SAME THINGS ...ITS JUST THE WAY U LIVE THEM....MAKE THEM DIFFERENT FROM EACH OTHER...

ARE U IN A DREAM OR REALITY ? HOW WOULD U KNOW IT ?
WHAT IF U WAKE UP AND THIS ALL END UP AS A DREAM ?
KEEP THINKING......

                                       -VIVEK TIWARI




Thursday 7 February 2013

vajah - poem

it is the poem related to my last post VAJAH (http://www.feelbywords.blogspot.in/2013/02/vajah.html )




koi shaksh aaj mujhme kuch rootha sa hai...

andar h andar kuch toota sa hai...
VAJAH  kya yeh th pata nahi ...par...
lagta hai kisi k husne ne usse loota sa hai....


baat wo na keh saka jo haal e dil ki thi....
ek kasak bas dil ki dil me rahi...
kya VAJAH thi jo lafz wo sab keh na sake...
par jindgi uss pal se jaise taher si gayi....

maaloom na th der ho jayegi...
lahron me h kashti yeh kho jyegi...
khata kya hui VAJAH maloom na thi....
par pata na tha yeh ki aisa hoga kabhi...

baten bhot si reh gayi ankahi...
kuch meri galat kuch uski sahi...
ku door hai wo aaj mujhse VAJAH th maloom nahi...
par shayd wo khud h smjhegi kabhi...

               -vivek

Wednesday 6 February 2013

VAJAH...




Aaj chaahat nahi hai ki khud k saath bhi rahu.......koshish hai ki wo shaksh jo mujhme kahin hai kho jaaye kahin muje akela chodd kar.......
Har ek ghadi ki aahat pe dil khush ho jata hai kisi avaaj ko uske aane ki dastak samjh kar aur chod kar sab kuch khush hone ki taiyaari krta par usse har pal yahi ehsaas hota ki yeh pal bhi beete palo jaisa h hai .....yeh pal bhi dushman hai uska ..yeh pal bhi use jaise batane aaya tha ki ab tu akela hai...yeh dasatn hai aise h kuch palon ki jab yeh ankhe taras rahin thi kisi ke aks ko apne rooh me utarne ki khatir.....par na jaane kya hua hai jaane anjaane me ; kya aise bhi khata kr baitha yeh dil ; jo usse khoya maine jiski hasi pe ek umaar kurbaan hai meri.....par yeh dil bechain hai na pakar wo jawab jo isse chiye......mere gusse me pyaar ki aahat .....gussa iss baat ka ki mai yeh na jaan paya ki ku wo door hai mujhse ...aur pyaar toh har uss pal me tha jab se mai usse mila hu...shayd kisi din muje wo jawaab mile aur mai khush ho saku usse naa pakar bhi ki muje yeh th pata hai ki ku na wo meri ho saki aur agle janam mai usse apna bana ke rahunga..aur mai jo baaten usse bata na saka usse kabhi jata na saka unhe mai shabdo se kabi samjha na pauga.....mumkin hai ehsaas hoga use hi kabhi........

                
                     (to be continued...... i will post a poem for the same....hope u will like it :) )                                        

Tuesday 5 February 2013

jashn e tanhaai




thahar jara parwane shama ko th jal jaane de..
yeh din jara sa bahal toh le fir shaam ko th dhal jaane de
fir saath baith kho jaayenge un bhooli bisri yaado me
kho jaayenge fir hum dono un shor gul sannaato me..
un koocho me un galiyon me jahan kabhi se gujre the
un mod raasto ke ant me jahan jaam kabi chalke the..
thahar jara parwane shama ko th jal jaane de....
yeh din jara sa bahal toh le shaam ko toh dhal jaane de...

         -- vivek

Monday 4 February 2013

sapno ki dunia...




tode hue marode hue sab se alag kuch chode hue...
lamho me hi hai jindgi meri ....


baato me raato me chote chote jadbaaton me...
hi hai saari khushi meri....


aate hue jaate hue khuli aankho se sote hue...
sapno ki dunia hai basera mera...


aaj me kal me uss gujre hue pal me....
jee raha hu ab tak mai....


bas yahi kuch choti khushiyan hai mere paas ho sake th

               rehne do....ho sake th rehne do..

  --- vivek

Saturday 2 February 2013

alone and loneliness....



alone and loneliness..both words implies of being in company with nobody but us instead...
but still there is a huge difference in both ....u being alone....and goin through loneliness...

alone on one hand sometimes may give u a feeling of happiness as u sometimes really want to spend time away from every one.....but loneliness is something u will never feel happiee about....
being alone is ..being away physically from everyone....may or may not being in touch thorugh the eternal wireless system called consciousness ....
but lonelines implies the breakage of that system ....u get a feeling that there is no one out there who cares for u....there is nothing u are good at....and the life is goin no where, but near end ...

loneliness is the self created state of mind where ur mind is in the syncronization with the sad feelings of ur heart.....the two (heart and mind) very rarely are syncronized ....and only result in two things..extreme happiness or extreme sorrow....


hum th soch aaye the na ab kadam badhyenge...
wo rasste un raahon pe ab th hum na jayenge...

kya wo dil ka malaal tha...
wo kya dil ka haal tha...

ki hum badhe taraf ussi ...
jahan dil hua halaal tha...

alag hate the hum kabhi ki door kuch rahenge ab....
ki ab ho jaye jo bhi akele h sahnge ab...

par kya pata tha jaan e dil ki hasti hi kho jyegi..
iss dil ko akele rahne ki aadat si ho jyegei....

aur aaj yeh mukaan hai ki ...hum alag hai jamane se....
na yeh ab jude baandh yeh ...na hoga kuch jatane se...
na hoga kuch jatane se...


                          -- vivek



ZINDGI...




Zindagi ki zindagi me jeevan main jee raha
Jee naa paya jee bhar k, zindagi se hu khafa....

Zindagi k chaar pal, maut k udhar pal.
Jee naa paya jee bhar ke, sochta raha mail kal.....

Khushiyo ko chhod k ; ghamo ki maine ki nakal.
Khush hone k prayas me, chala hu main sambhal sambhal.
Ghamo ki is bheed me, dhundhta khushi k pal....

Prayaso k pahaad se , hokr firse vifal....
nigaahe hain lakshya par, bhula khud ki shakal...

Gham to bas ye raha ki:
Zindagi ki zindagi me jeevan na jee saka ...
jee na paya jee bhar ke jindgi se tha khafa...

 -vivek

Friday 1 February 2013

BHRASHTACHAAR....




nashe nashe me gajab ho gaya...... netaji ki udd gayi khilli....
jaam samjh ke gata gat unne.... jab sachai ki ghoonti peeli....

bole...khaya hoga tumne sab kuch.... humne khaya hai naya achaar.....
tej masala gajab swaad hai.... naam hai uska bhrashtachaar....

sona chandi loot liya sab nayi khridi humne car....
thaath hai apni rajshaahi... janta jhoome bhale laachaar....

kitta bhi hum khrch kren.....par bhra pada hai maal apaar....
do roti ko janta tarse.... bhooke naino se chale angaar.....

bada bhyank rog h baba... nahi hai koi iska upchaar....
kuch bhi netaji ke dil ko na bhye.....jab se chakha hai bhrast-achaar.....

har neta jo pee le ghunti fir dekho tum ha ha kaar.....
tej masale se jab jalegi neta ki ..choot jyega bhrashta chaar.....
choot jyega bhrashta chaar....

                 -vivek